PieCes oF HeR WoRds EngRaveD

SO NOT PREPARE!

2010-04-16T07:55:00.002-07:00

school gonna start in 2 days time and dis time ard it's only gonna be 7-8 wks.. unlike first yr whereby school is like 18wks.. haiz.. anyway met up with my adik-adik today to buy the lecture notes.. after 7 wks not meeting it feels good to meet up with them to tease each other.. let's pray for the best for the comin semester ok girls..

went to CCK park to have dinner with mak n ayah.. i wont recomment to eat there due to the bad encounter.. appetite was lost the moment my order came wrong.. i was sulky throughout.. haiz..

now i am thinking of delifrance chocolate muffin and sultana rolls.. yumyum.. BB can i have that pls? =(

He brings the best in me.

2010-04-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

through the good times and bad, we have always been there for each other. like any couple, our love isnt as sweet as sugar. there are times when our love turns sour but alhamdulillah we manage to pull through. thank u for always been there for me when i need someone to share the laughter, the cry and my anger. you are forever the best. i love u Mr Fiancee, Muhd Faizal.

stand and leave

2010-04-05T18:41:00.000-07:00

STAND BY YOU

THROUGH THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD

I'LL STAND BY YOU

THROUGH SICKNESS AND HEALTH

I'LL STAND B Y YOU

THROUGH SADNESS AND HAPPINESS

I'LL STAND BY YOU

BUT WHEN THERE IS 3RD PARTY

THAT'S WHEN I SAY BYE TO YOU

heheh...

1st april 2010

2010-04-01T02:28:00.000-07:00

A BIG APRIL FOOL DAY to everyone! april is here. fortunately i havent get april fools by anyone yet. prayin hard that i dont get it today cos i'm gonna blow up if that happens. even if i do then dat means I AM FOOL! anyway how time flies isnt it? it seems to me that yesterday was february or something. btw tonight my parents goin to holidays with sis and bro-in-law. wanna ask them to buy loads of perfumes from there. hehehehe *evil laughs* i'm not goin cos gotta save money for the next 2 yrs, insyallah. i'll juz wait after my wedding and insyallah me and dear will go to our honeymoon 1st and followed by other holidays with parents. gonna send them off at golden mile later tonight with dear. toodles for now =)

confession..

2010-03-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

it's been way too long since i last updated. lazy bummer that's wat i am. been busy that's why. i'm on 1 mth school vacation now. alhamdulillah exams and attachment done. speaking of exams, i passed my exams for this semester. couldnt sleep well the whole night last night. i'm worried that i fail my bio cos for the 1st ICA i failed. so i thought overall i'm gonna fail too but alhamdulillah. eventhough my GPA dropped by 0.1 dis semester but all that matter is i passed. i hope for the next yr i'm gonna do better cos as the semester advance it's gonna get tougher. i'm enjoying single bits of my 1 mth break now.

Happy belated 17th mthsary to my dear fiance Muhd Faizal. it has been a rollercoaster relationship but alhamdulillah we managed to survive the ride. speaking of ride, since last week we have been taking public cos bbike being treated by the professionals. i hope by dis fri bbike is well again. dear still willing to go out public with me without whining.

excited for idah and apis engagement dis comin sat. so happy for the both of you.

guess that's it for now.. will update soon again. gonna meet dear dis evening. wanna get some nap. toodles.

time to think through

2009-07-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

done wif skool for the day... waiting for dear to pick me up.. he's on leave due to family matter.. i hope my mama get well real soon.. lookin at her yesterday really shattered my heart..

it's the 14tk week in skool... how times past very fast.. last nite on the way dear send me back home, it makes me think how fortunate i am to have him by myside, who understands me and patient wif me.. eventhough we arent the richest or richer people on the earth but dat doesnt stop us from lovin each other even more.. to us either we have it or we dont.. we dont care wat other people have or wat other people thinks..

past few days kinda makes me think a lot and gratefel to be blessed wif nice people dat have entered n left my life... to all the current precious human bein who still on my side thank you for still bein there and to those who haf left, u have not been forgotten and will always be remembered.. thank you for bein there through my ups and down and encouraged me to do do things that i thought i cant do..

FEEL IT?

2009-07-17T18:57:00.000-07:00

A LIL PIECE OF ADVICE:

"YOU AIN'T A KID NO MORE! STOP WHINING!"

p/s: this doesn't referring to anyone in particular..

WELL SPENT!

2009-07-11T19:12:00.000-07:00

TWO GREAT WEEKENDS WELL SPENT WITH MY DEAR!

last saturday went to watch TRANSFORMER.. like wat ida said it's F***KING AWESOME! i will give 11/10.. a vey well made 2 n half hr of show.. HINDUSTAN show also kalah ok.. after transformer thought wanna chill somewhere but surprisingly we saw fireworks so hurried to the merlion and managed to see up close and personal with dear.. another F***KING AWESOME thing to watch.. on the sunday, wanna be a hardworkin and good girlfren, i agreed to wash bike wif dear.. it was a great time honestly...after all dat red machine has done so much for me.. silly me, i went to polish the back disc brake accidentally.. the rim was well polished but seein the brake disc made me unsatisfied so i happily poished.. dear was shocked.. hehe.. sorry dear.. luckily nothin u know..

yesterday went to watched ICE AGE! very funny show lor.. we knew there's gonna be firework so we headed to the merlion.. and guess wat 10 mins before the firework, it was raining heavily.. along the stretch there was a lot of cameraman but when the rain starts pouring, all of them like lizards quickly pack their camera and flee.. it was funny and fun.. however, eventually, we managed to watch the firework wif the other singaporeans.. it was AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL..
today few things gonna do.. goin to geylang cos my precious MAMA (dear's mum) want us to buy something for her, gonna go causewaypoint to order stuff since i'm in charge for goodies for the kids for my sis wedding.. another a mth time my sis gettin married.. another busy mth.. INSYA ALLAH hopefully everything will turn out well.. I LOVE YOU SIS! DON'T FORGET MY RESERVATION WHEN U GET UR NEW HOUSE! (A ROOM FOR MYSELF).. haha..

chaotic situation

2009-07-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

imagine 4 young adults interviewing a hyperactive 3-yr-old toddler.. it was chaotic especially the toddler is a hyperactive one.. thanks to my hand for picking a topic base on a toddler.. it aint easy though.. anyways special thanks to LYDIA and her husband godsis Maria for letting us interview her as well as her only toddler son, ZACHARY.. nice people..

met up wif dear for dinner.. went to geylang and surprisingly met my parents, my cousin and my aunt and not to forget my 2 lil nieces ifra ("adik") and aqeelah("baby")... dis two nieces of mine really cheeky.. disturb me non-stop.. we bought tickets for to watch TRANSFORMER dis sat.. FINALLY! i tried to book last week but it was fully booked regardless of any cinemas.. thanks god.. so dont worry dear u can watch ur MEGAN FOX dis sat sat and i can watch my SHIA too.. hehe..

pictures will be put up soon.. uploading pics using my lappy is a bit difficult..

so many things to do and yet so little time.. i wonder... hmmm...

AMAZINGLY FUN

2009-06-30T07:24:00.001-07:00

it's been a week since i came back from KL.. last week skool announced dat skool will be close for another week.. hoooooray but unfortunately e-learning has to be done.. actually i dont reali like the extension cos there's so many skool work pending and we desperately need the skool library... anyway in regards to the holiday trip it was whole loads of fun and a lil bit of scary shit..

200609 - board the coach bus at 1500hrs and reached KL at 2100hrs.. our hotel room is creepy but the view is very nice.. went for dinner first before we totally checked in and called it a day..

210609 - woke up at 0700hrs (my parents and my uncle) made the younger generation like me and dear to wake up early..woke up like freaking anyway the day is packed wif loads of walking, eating and shopping.. went to MASJID INDIA, SOGO, BEJAYA TIME SQUARE and PETALING STREET... had food like ROTI CANAI for breakfast, HALAL KENNY ROGERS for lunch, SUBWAY for dinner and INDIAN SOUP FOR SUPPER.. my cousin and his wife arrived to join us.. shopping was fun but rushing lor! bought so many perfumes! hehe... dear can go crazy cos whenever he saw something he like wanna buy them... next time dear..

220609 - woke up at 0700hrs again.. dis time ard spent 3/4 of the day at GENTING HIGHLANDS! thrilling 10-15 mins cable car ride, heart stpooing space shot and wonderful 360 superman.. dangerously heart pumping.. i made dear take the spaceshot eventhough he's scared of height.. hehe! noti me! but he bravely control his cool and be a man abt it.. I'M PROUD OF YOU DEAR! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! we went back to the hotel ard evening time.. went to RAJA TOMYAM for dinner! powderful beb! the seafood is fresh and the 3 taste sauce of seabass is marvellous...

230609 - day for us to get back home... me and dear took the car ride home wif my cousin instead of takin the bus.. when we stopped at the petrol stn we bought like 12 pieces of doughnuts.. couple of times during the journey i slept.. maklumlah dua hari straight bgn kul 7 pagi kan... anyways stopped at PAGOH for short break.. had our tabreak wif the doughnuts.. and surprisingly, dear, me and my cousin's wife kak aida had deliciously sweet durians.. yup2.. like there's someone to peel the durian for u to eat.. marvellous.. abg lin my cousin send dear 1st before he send me and my parenyts home.. thank u dear for takin the trip wif me and my family... ouh did i mention we had 6 kids throughout the 3 days? it's like mini childcare...

cant wait for another trip... mum said there will be some more trips next time ard... after all my family events settled.. hehe..

breath out

2009-06-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

dear i know ur heart aches cos ur precious property dat u bought wif ur hard earned money has gone.. u n i know we have cursed dat person... hehehehehehe... tkde rezeki la dear... patience k dear..

anyway alhamdulillah our projects r goin along fine i guess.. thanks to the people who have contributed and to my members who have showed up for the group discussion.. wanna see 2 girls distress? here are some of the pics...

courtesy of my lappy webcam....

venue: skool library

actress: noorismah (mahma) & sabariah(baba)

Dada we love u!

bits n pieces

2009-06-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

skool..

1000 words essay, 4 group presentations and revision...

ALL PENDING! when is dis all gonna end..

my group is down to 4 members..

hopefully all of us haf the strength and will to finish up the projects on time..

haiz..

me & mum..

well..

hmmm..

ok2..

i guess..

let time heal the both of us...

but i think we'll be ok..

we cant be departed not be enemies..

me & dear..

had bad moments from yesterday..

however met up wif him & at brickland road juz now

we're ok already..

thanks to soulja boy song kiss through the phone..

i love you dear..

dont provoke me when i try to reconcile wif u ok..

thank u for letting me pinch ur fats..

makes me feel much better..

n thanks for accompanying me last saturday..

want to know go where?

hmmmm...

cooking for people wedding la...

dear, can't wait for KL dis sat.. spending the time wif my parents n my niece..

dont forget marah-marah sayang ok..

i wanna pinch ur babat again..

thanks u for makin me smile again..

muacks..

suffocating...

2009-06-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

to idah: babe aku rindu kau jgk la ok.. miss those "lepak" moments especially on the wkends.. ape nak uat nasib badan kan... "tu la noor ismah gatal sgt nak skola balik.. amik kau ubat..." (words for myself)... anyway dis post is for me to ventilate..

call it regret or not sometimes i wish i juz dont start my skool... there's a lot of reaon y i say like dat.. for goodness sake, i want to skool n alhamdulillah "thank god", the hospital wants to sponsor me to upgrade myself... but somehow i juz hope MUM would understand dat i am skoolin and i am a freakin 22 yrs old.. i'm not playin ard la ok... i need space, not nagging... i'm not in primary skool, secondary skool nor in ITE.. i'm in poly and can stay till late at night... i have many projects to complete & exam comin up in which i havent start studying... i know u're concern but at least trust me when it comes to skool... i'm serious abt skool.. eventhough it's semester break now but i do haf extra classes and i have to come back to do my project.. i may leave house morning but dat's not necessary i have to be back early.. I'M DOING MY BLOODY PROJECT! whatever u want i follow but at least understand me.. i juz dunno wat to do, dunno wat u want.. i'm sick and tired at home... reali... i juz wish i have supernatural power..

well to those people who have all the freedom in the world congratulations and to those people who dont u're not alone...

pouring out...

2009-06-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

i miss the nice, precious and lovely people at work.. people who haf always been there for me... JUDDILYN SANTIAGO (my sister) and my 2 step-mothers AGNES n TINA.. after 2 mths of schoolin i am missin this nice people and most importantly i miss the freedom dat i had when i was workin..

not forgetting the other precious people on the left ate (sister for tagalog) INDIRA, MAMA THERESA, and to the right SISTER JASMINE and KAK JAMIAH..

speaking of which where are my girls? where are the aughters of KUKIKOKA? from the right Shazwana (saiki), Naj (saika), Amalina (saiko) and me (saiku).. and our "father's" name is KUKIKOKA... we were called Le Hoochies back.. Naj is married, Shaz is engaged, ana is going to further her studies at Australia and i'm here in Singapore continuing my Diploma in Nursing... it's been a long time since the four of us meet up and catch up... well girls, juz to let u know i have always been thinking of u... honest! hope to meet u girls soon again ok.. Love u girls always...

i hate u but i love u

2009-06-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

juz a lil recap for the last 3 days...

as told by dear in his post which is totally in malay, we had an argument over somethin which is stupid.. guys bein guys who have so much ego in them.. n girls bein girls who have so much sensitivity in them.. juz cut short both are to be blame.. actually juz a lil piece of advice to the guys out there after a short argument, if u r already ok deep inside, dont show ur "man" side by showing ur angru face after ur girlfren try to console u for a few time.. it's not cool if u do dat.. GET IT GUYS? I HOPE YOU DO!

p/s dear: i love you very much =)

Fri: Alhamdulillah (Thank God) friday is over...

after so much of nervousness our 2 presentations; critical thinking & foundation of nursing (FON) is over.. juz to complain a lil bit the 2 presentations fall on the same day but honestly it's a very challenging day.. i'm proud of course.. somehow the effort paid off.. after both of the presentation there's equal amount of positive and negative feedback..

thank you for showing up for the meetings...

more to come... hehehe

after school, met up wif dear to watch yan's band performed at town.. people who were there: hafez&ida, cassandra&ahmad, fai&ejah, and baya.. it was a great peformance but too bad can't stay long for the show..pics are wif dear...

this pic was taken few days my "work life" ends temporarily.. the ganda (tagalog for beautiful in philippines) are Juddilyn Santiago & of course me.. lil did i know dat she also left NUH to continue her study in UK.. i'm sori dat i didnt go to ur farewell due to school.. i will always miss u.. at work i called her judai.. very humble, sweet lil healer.. both of us haf the same height and if u were to view us from the back, we're the same.. rest of my colleagues call us "sisters".. she was my partner in healing.. i miss those times doing sponging, changing & turning big patients.. juz the both of us.. two small "dwarfs" doing all dat.. gosh i'm gonna cry thinking dat u r not in s'pore rite now but i will always pray for u; ur studies, ur future & bernard, ur long term boyfriend..

Saturday: spent the time wif dear today.. 060609: Happy 20th Birthday Farhanah (dear lil sister).. thank u dear for spending the day wif me.. and thank you for guessing correctly la for the surprise.. i hate u for guessing correctly... still can tell me in detail eh.. now i gonna haf to think other new surprise for u... hmmm...

anyway i still love u lor!

lastly once again PRATI: Happy belated 18th birthday.. u r officially legal.. sori for the "argument"... hehe.. u on candid camera!

Go Team Go

2009-06-03T03:28:00.000-07:00

still in skool at dis time while waiting for dear to pick me up... he knows how stressful i am wif the projects n the presentation.. met 2 of the lecturers dat we goin to present on friday.. it's no joke dat some of the things we need to do it again.. the 1st one sayin we r on the right track it's juz dat our points are lil bit haywire... the 2nd one however said one of the question we need to do it again... which means wat we did was WRONG!!!

my advice to my team members is GO TEAM GO! HEHE... ya... bein the leader i am here to regain my team spirit... but i'm the one who is very stressful.. hehe... part n parcel of not schooling for the past 2 yrs... haha... brain dead i guess..

blog again soon! dear is reaching already i guess.. better pack my things before dear msg n he becomes a monster...

p/s: juz jokin dear... I LOVE YOU!

honestly, truly...

2009-06-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

as promised...pictures were taken last friday..
we were named "F&N"

what u thinkin dear?

i took dis pic

muhd faizal bin ghani

hello! i'm noor ismah!

i'm so sleepy today.. basically slept 3/4 times in 2 hrs lecture of foundation of nursing and 3/4 times in 2 hrs bio lecture.. tried to stay awake but my eyes always wants to shut down.. even dear is very sleepy.. dear overtime today and yesterday.. didn't talk on the phone nor msg dat much.. i know he's gonna be busy dis week.. whatever it is i can't wait for 20th june.. we are goin to KL wif my family for the 1st time.. WUUUUHOOOO!!!!! CAN'T WAIT LA!

tmr is my LAB practical ICA.. friday my group gonna have 2 presentations.. hopefully things will go smoothly.. *pray to god*.. i think all of the poly students need a short break real quick.. if not... our brain cells will become necrotic n decompose.. haha.. exaggerating NOOR iSMAH..

wat it's all about

2009-05-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

went out wif mum, dad n dear to go to arab street.. what can i say dear took the public again.. he took public 3 times dis mth.. i am proud of dear.. it's been 3 yrs since he took public.. i was surprised yesterday when he agreed to take public today..

we went arab street today to buy kain for my sis wedding on august.. since it's eve of national day it's gonna be red n white theme.. i am happy wif wat we found today..i cant think properly at the shop cos my tummy is filled wif chicken briyani dat we ate at zamzam..not only mine but mum, dad n dear as well.. after buyin kain at the shop we sat for awhile at golden landmark.. hehe it's funny dat after our tummy is filled wif food, each of us was like "snake"..hehe..

we headed back home n we slept in the train..dear n i went out for awhile after we sent mum n dad home.. dear accompanied me to go mustaffa centre to buy my prepaid card.. we then went to central to take some fresh air..we talked n talked..

there's a lot of excitement goin to happen in the future..

bits n pieces

2009-05-30T08:46:00.000-07:00

came at 10pm juz now..waited for mum n dad under the void deck wif dear.. so......... wat did we do today? hmmmmmmmm.... after came back from breakfast dis mornin me n mum went to GIANT near my house to buy some groceries.. cooked for dear cos he came straight to my house after work.. went out to meet I.I, dear's cousin juz for awhile though.. then went to snap some photos wif dear new CANON EOS 1000D.. I'M LOVIN IT lor.. it's hard to master it but i'm not bad at it la.. gonna tk dat photos from dear soon.. hehe..

"Mum i'm sori for the way i behave lately.. i love u so much.."

eventhough she cant read but i juz wanna express how i feel..

wondering wat it's all abt? let's juz say it's all abt generation gap; different point of views, craving for more freedom & emotion from a young adult like me..

no matter wat happens BERSYUKUR (THANKFUL) dat ALLAH gives me proper family, enough food & drink, shelter & SOMEONE to be my future..

waiting for you...

2009-05-29T19:34:00.000-07:00

while waiting for my uncle n aunty kesayangan to fetch me to go for breakfast, i am blogging n at the same time playing mafia wars at tagged.. it's funny dat last time i more or less refrain dear from playing but now since he introduce me to the game, now i am the one addicted to it n in fact i am catching up wif him..

well dis is wat happen ever since i'm not workin anymore... i have the only free time on the wkends... dats wat i usually do.. go breakfast wif mum n waiting for dear to finish work so dat we can spend the time together... we rarely spend the time together during the wkdays since i start school.. mum has been nagging dat we always go out.. "mum u don't understand..ur time n my time is different".. bein sensitive n rebellious i always have my excuses to go out.. well don't blame me but she n dad also cant cement their feet at home.. i'm the one takin over their place of always goin out...

anyway i gtg..can't wait to meet my dear..

The Day "she" is Born

2009-05-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hello wonderful God's creation.. finally dis baby is born after so much persuasion & bugging from my man to finish up my blog.. it's been like 3 yrs i last blogging.. Just for u dear..

well yeah there's been a lot of changes..the old ingredients stale n the new ingredients appear.. one thing is for sure the ingredient appear for the better.. the ingredient is MUHD FAIZAL BIN GHANI. Syukur Alhamdulillah.. Thank You for ur existance..

where should i start.....?

Family...
on the 26th december 2008 with warm hearted i welcome my sister-in-law kak salina into the family..alhamdulillah dengan rezaki Allah currently she is 4 mths pregnant.. i'm gonna haf my own niece/nephew soon... i 3 mths time another member is joining us.. he is my sister fiance Abg Hadi aka "Boncet".. The Hosni family indeed getting bigger..

Friends...
for the past 3 yrs i lost few friends n gain new friends as well.. however they r not the same as my old friends... from the bottom of my heart i do miss them..

work/school...
worked for 2 yrs after graduating from ITE..after workin for 2 yrs NUH offered me for sponsorship to upgrade myself... thank you to my 3 wonderful nurse managers for recommending me.. Alhamdulillah with Allah/s grace i managed to enter NYP under full scholarship.. i miss my work buddies like Juddilyn, Mama Theresa n all of my Ate (tagalog for sister).. i just started 20th april 2009..

Love Life...
it has been 7 mths i haf been wif my dear.. a lot of ups n down but more on the up moments.. never fail to make me to haf a smile on my face... full of surprises.. met during Raya last yr.. i guess it's a blessing in disguise.. a lot of doubts wif each other initially but managed to pull things through.. I LOVE YOU DEAR!

well guess dats it for now.. to be updated wif pictures soon... nites wonderful God's creation..

*PieCes oF HeR WoRds EngRaveD*

SO NOT PREPARE!

He brings the best in me.

stand and leave

1st april 2010

confession..

time to think through

FEEL IT?

WELL SPENT!

chaotic situation

AMAZINGLY FUN

breath out

bits n pieces

suffocating...

pouring out...

i hate u but i love u

Go Team Go

honestly, truly...

wat it's all about

bits n pieces

waiting for you...

The Day "she" is Born

PieCes oF HeR WoRds EngRaveD