to idah: babe aku rindu kau jgk la ok.. miss those "lepak" moments especially on the wkends.. ape nak uat nasib badan kan... "tu la noor ismah gatal sgt nak skola balik.. amik kau ubat..." (words for myself)... anyway dis post is for me to ventilate..

call it regret or not sometimes i wish i juz dont start my skool... there's a lot of reaon y i say like dat.. for goodness sake, i want to skool n alhamdulillah "thank god", the hospital wants to sponsor me to upgrade myself... but somehow i juz hope MUM would understand dat i am skoolin and i am a freakin 22 yrs old.. i'm not playin ard la ok... i need space, not nagging... i'm not in primary skool, secondary skool nor in ITE.. i'm in poly and can stay till late at night... i have many projects to complete & exam comin up in which i havent start studying... i know u're concern but at least trust me when it comes to skool... i'm serious abt skool.. eventhough it's semester break now but i do haf extra classes and i have to come back to do my project.. i may leave house morning but dat's not necessary i have to be back early.. I'M DOING MY BLOODY PROJECT! whatever u want i follow but at least understand me.. i juz dunno wat to do, dunno wat u want.. i'm sick and tired at home... reali... i juz wish i have supernatural power..

well to those people who have all the freedom in the world congratulations and to those people who dont u're not alone...

Labels: space to breathe pls....